And so the journey goes
It is month two in my search to become a flight attendant once again. It is hard to not lose hope as I am faced with dejection and also with the long waiting in responses to applications. While it appears everything in my life is good and peaceful, as it should feel as well, I feel very trapped in a cycle of hoping and not knowing. I want this job, with almost all my heart. I say almost because I don't think you can really want something with all your heart besides God or at least I think that. Since I left my last airline job, I had quietly been longing for it again and full on when I was invited to a face to face interview with a major airline, did my passion for flying spark again. I initially left because I had made some mistakes and was running from them and partially because I was lonely and thought that job was the cause root of it. But my loneliness follows me where ever I go and I think I just may have to make acquaintance with it because it seems rooted in my life. I...